I just wanna say something

Recently i found myself dig into a bad situation....
I mean....
I still myself. Laugh, cheer and getting more Otaku at home. Yeah, I mean i go out except meeting up with Ah Tut and Mei Zhen. I dunno what happend with myself.
Everyone keep greet me about the relationship...
And i am thinking, Is it all i want?
I dunno~
I lost myself being in this suck situation ..........
Can someone help me? HELP~